Dear God give me strength...

So, when I think my life is under control, I smack right into a wall.

Today started out to not be so bad. We were celebrating Ally's birthday at work, and I didn't get any bad calls. I have been doing pretty well with my job. Well, I get off work and I get a call from my temp agency telling me that I am no longer needed. After 5 or so months of trying to get hired on, one call and it all ends. I tried my best and worked really hard. So, I don't know what their deal is. Now, I have to re-prioritize. Trying to figure out how I am going to pay for bills. I will be in the process of saying good bye to my car, cancelling my gym membership, maybe my life insurance if it gets to that point, and who knows how I am going to be able to save up for the wedding now.

I have invitations in the process. So, I am not sure how that is going to work. I have no clue how I am going to do all this. I think a lot of praying and leaning on God will get me through this. Hopefully I get something fast. This isn't like last time where I had vacation pay, severance, and a couple of paychecks to live off of. This is just one more pay check next week for this week and that's all. Please, as I am praying, can everyone else pray for me too. I have a lot of things that I have to pay for, and live and I just don't know what to do.